Monday, August 13, 2007

grateful for:

a long streaming shooting star at 4am
a cozy weekend with sparkling lights
warmth
yummy food
understanding

Friday, August 10, 2007

rolling right along...

today i woke up feeling good.
i'm grateful for:

sleeping in a room by myself, with nobody snoring nearby...nobody

a hiatus that will allow a real, new beginning

faith in myself which has finally landed me a little work!

a few more days of "free" yoga

a client tonight

catamaraning on lake tahoe

ditsy cashiers that charge me $10 for gas instead of $35.45!

soy milk for my coffee that is not folgers

my neighbor for helping with the cats whenever she can
Summer Rains

Flexibility to take vacation or time off on a whim

Being in a good space right now

Reclaiming $ and momentum for a project which will protect drinking water for years to come...that feels good!

Being able to help others be more comfortable being themselves

A smile out to each and everyone of you on this fine friday...

Thursday, August 9, 2007

A vast receptacle

Ahh, there is relief today in knowing that I know what I know...what I learn doesn't just go away because it has been awhile since I used the skill; it is all still there in the vast receptacle of our learning.

Opportunities to lobby for our natural resources

When playing politics actually works

For my sweet hubby, pouring my wine, allowing me to put my feet up and cooking me dinner after a hot and busy day in the city

For the unexpected hand that reaches out to hold mine

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

snuggles

tonight I am grateful for good health, warm cuddles, a special email, farts and burps and the people who love me even when I'm smelly and making weird noises, pajamas that pass as "real" clothes and that my skinny jeans are miraculously fitting better than the fat ones.

Lucky ME

While on-island this weekend and often when at beautiful places people remark on how lucky someone else is b/c they get to live somewhere great; have money to pursue their interests or whathave you. But we don't really know. We don't know what keeps them awake at night or the struggles they face because of their wealth or material or worse yet, inheirited baggage. I am quite sure their problems may be different than mine BUT I know mine and I have the ability and know how to work towards solutions for MY challenges.

So today I am grateful for MY LIFE x5...all that it means and all the gifts I am given in order to adapt and adjust for my own personal struggles.

I wouldn't be nearly as good in someone else's life...oh shoot, maybe therein lies the problem; maybe this isn't my life. AAh ha! ...just joking.

in an instant

things can change in an instant...

today i'm grateful:

that i could help a friend out that supports me frequently

for a semi-spontaneous trip to nevada this afternoon
(so i won't be posting for a few days)

leave in conditioner - the state of my hair is much much better b/c of it

patience love and trust in the bigger picture

retapping into my creativity

Monday, August 6, 2007

Stranded!

Spontaneity and getting stranded on an island, in a beautiful house lit by candlelight, connecting with good people in the moment, feeling a million miles away even if we can see "civilization" across the bay

A great well behaved dog which sometimes gets us invitations

growing and digging for my dinner; my hands may be scraped to pieces but the clams and mussels were so worth it

Eating peaches in the sun on rocks big as a house

A honey that is home cooking dinner as I type this now. What a pleasure to know its not all on me and I can rest assured that I will be cared for...sometimes I am not grateful for this because it feels limiting but today it feels grand!

Score!

Today I am super grateful that I scored tickets to see one of my all-time favorite musicians in the history of music - Stevie Wonder! I hope I can find peeps to go with me who love him as much as I do cuz I got four cheapo tix so I can spread the wealth...

I'm grateful that I woke up feeling beautiful this morning, even though I stayed up until 3am watching stupid reality shows starring has-been actors. doh.

I'm grateful for having certainty in my life regarding the most important stuff.

I'm grateful for my parents and everything they gave me.

I'm grateful for my babydaddy - except when he disses Stevie! If you want to to escort me to one of the most exciting events of my musical life, you better stop dissin' my boy...boy.

I'm grateful for stretchy shirts and pants.

it's when i feel the least grateful...

that i have to dig, to acknowledge that indeed i AM grateful.
grateful for:

two very dear friends who have been THERE and supporting me in some troubling times

the diva cup for showing me that indeed my cup doeth runneth over

removing all of the books and knick knacks from my bookshelf and realizing how many books i can get rid of

green apple books for possibly taking my books, and thus giving me an activity this week

lists that remind me of all i have to do/learn/accomplish

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Today I am oh so grateful for:

getting maternity insurance!
another stress free day!
gas-ex
sunny days and foggy nights
feeling excited about life today

Friday, August 3, 2007

grateful for:

uncontrollable giggle fits
a stress-free day
sunshine
not feeling like I have to hold my stomach in for the next 6 months
ripe nectarines

new beginnings

i'm grateful today for:

a new beginning
a planned date
an early morning nap
sunshine i need to get out into
bleeding

Friday

summer dresses

laughter and perspective

balanced people who care to give their very best

invitations you will gladly accept

reviews and raises!

Thursday, August 2, 2007

grateful today for:

  • a fun day at the beach
  • fitting into one of my favorite dresses and wearing it
  • not being in debt
  • the years I've spent working on myself
  • being a woman

today's list

includes:

beach blanket conversatons and sunshine through the creeping fog

good deals

following my heart in taking care of my needs

nice interactions with random strangers

fitting into a smaller size

Sigh of Relief

Today I am grateful for:

Forgiveness - both as receiver and sender...my breathing slows and becomes more full;

a near miss with a new aquaintance almost becoming my neighbor...her constant chatter exhausts me...huge sigh of relief for so many reasons;

for the inspiration my friend who has struggled with breast cancer for a decade now provides to me - she keeps on working diligently for conservation all the while taking care of her disabled sister and she never seems to need a mental health day - may I provide her with some kind of beneficial
return in our friendship;

passion and my desire to stop and smell the roses - so many people forget to do that;

Carrion Beetles that eat the rotting putrid flesh of dead animals and recycle it back to earth for us...they are kinda cool looking and keep the stink of rot on a hot summers day to a minimum

For all of these things, I breath a bit deeper, slower, and appreciate the world which is mine.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

short

today i'm grateful for:

my recently sprained thumb feeling better

insightful monthly horoscopes at www.astrologyzone.com
(not looking forward to august 28!)

my toe ring finally fitting back on my surgical toe

kitchen kisses

brian's bootcamp classes, even though i dread going, i feel good after...
to every thing, churn, churn, churn...

today I am grateful for Ingemar Bergmann and his films which gave me a glimpse into my own cultural heritage. One day I will travel to Sweden and learn some of these things for myself.

I'm grateful for having a safe home to come back to no matter where I am. There's no place like home...

I'm grateful for my cozy bed.

I'm grateful when people express gratitude towards me.

I'm grateful for clean water to drink.

Humpday

Dub - awesome post...you too have one of the most beautiful smiles and a big heart. Take your best and embrace yourself for it. Oh, and I love all my cowboy boots too!

I am so happy to have a sibling amongst my humongous family that I actually like;
Great strong women in which I feel bolstered to be myself and learn and grow;
Fresh veggies from the garden and berries from the woods;
a mental health day w/ lazy readings and movies;
Ice Cream!